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| My Father is a complete fucking asshole. I cannot wait to move the fuck
out of this house and the hell away from him. I am so fucking tired of
him screaming at me and treating me like shit. Thank god I only have
two more months in this place. I am to the point where if I had the
money I would have left last night and just had my shit sent to me.
Apparently to him I am nothing but a selfish brat who doesn't do
anything for this family. How is it that I am the selfish one when he
is the one who doesn't keep a fucking job and his wife pays all the
bills. He doesn't do anything to help keep this house going. All he
fucking does is drink and smoke. But yet this is "his" house. Fuck him.
I am going to stop ranting now before this thing gets out of control. | | |
| So Anthony and April broke up and I had nothing to do with it  I know I need to leave him alone, but the heart wants what the heart wants right? I really do hope that when I get back to Michigan things work out between me and him. I really love him and that scares me because he is my best friend and I don't want to end up losing my best friend and my boyfriend all in one shot. In other news, I am having my tonsils taken out a week from Thursday, which I am oh so thrilled about.. NOT! I will be missing 2 weeks of school and work which means Miss Ashley will be bored out of her skull.. lol. Well that's it. | | |
| I am so fucking sick of guys. I was seriously hoping that me and my ex would try to get back together when I came back to Michigan, but NOOOOO. He went and got himself a new gf. I knew it would happen and I told him it would happen, and yet I'm still pissed. I just wish for once, just ONCE I could get what I wanted when it comes to guys. I know I'm not ready for the whole get married and have kids thing, but I would like to have a boyfriend instead of just fuck buddies. I'm sad about this and I don't like it. I miss having all my guys around. Everyone I know either has a bf/gf or fiance or is married. It's not fair. I hate being single. I'm done now. | | |
| So guys I think that it's time for me to go back to Michigan where I belong. Don't get me wrong I love my family down here I really do, but I need my friends. And I need to be able to have someone there who isn't tied up in the middle of everything to be there to hold me when things get bad. I just really need to be home. I am going to stay here until the school year is over, but I am going to come home in May/June. My stepmom and dad are going to take this really hard, but I have to do what is right for me. | | |
| Things are getting better. We are going to get the plates on my car today. I got a 96 on my spanish test :D AND I gave my number to the cute guy in my spanish class... Granted he asked me for it incase he needs help, but still. So things are ok for now. Not great, but decent. | | |
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